The year 2020 sucked for so many people but it left a bitter aftertaste which is 2021. Covid 2020 challenged us. Those that made it were able to solidify a stronger bond. Then there are those that couldn’t pull through which was the beginning of the end. 2021 is the mess that 2020 didn’t clean up.

This year so far has been so complicated. Literally problems left and right. I can’t seem to catch a break. Just when I’m starting to feel better about my situation ( I’m nervously awaiting results from my last ultrasound), family matters make an appearance. It’s so draining and even though it’s not my problem, it’s my family. I may come off as carefree and indifferent but I do care what goes around. I want to help in some way and it’s so disheartening seeing someone stuck in a difficult situation. That being said, I won’t involve myself in a situation if it’s got nothing to do with me. I got bigger problems. I got to take care of myself. If I’m not okay, I can’t take care of others. It’s okay to say no. People might be hurt or mad but seeing how my health isn’t currently 100%, I shouldn’t sign myself up to an open schedule. I will try my best but at my own pace.

I’m not sure how the rest of the year is looking but I hope it ends on a good note and maybe there is a lesson to be learned from all this. I don’t know.

P.S. Having a furry friend is a stress reliever❤️