I don’t know what I’m feeling currently. I’m not unhappy but I’m not happy either. Lately I’ve been feeling as if I’m forcing myself to do the things I love which it shouldn’t feel that way. I sorta lost the plot, if that makes sense. I’m not sure how to go about this. I don’t want to hate those things but I feel like I lost an interest. I want to literally throw everything away. I don’t want to see any of it. My energy just feels so low and I’m trying to find my spark again. I know this feeling will pass.